Well let me start out by saying its official it seems that the "crappy" mood is going around to everyone recently. Second i never write blogs... i have written one blog and it wasn't even about me. third i owe raven money for using "sigh" as thats his word :P
I have now had 5 weekends in a row of feeling like crap. Either fighting with friends, school, or quiting a clan. Its been possibly the worst month to date. And it isnt going to stop school starts next week and that'll make 6 crappy weekends in a row. Everything i do seems to piss someone off. I possibly had the greatest week in a long time. But the crap streak couldnt stop could it? nope had to contunie, I had to fight with a friend, again. Must be the 5th time fighting with them, im getting tired of it. I've tried to "behave" just so we wouldnt fight anymore. Works for about a week then something happens and we'll go into a stalemate. Being angry at eachother when in reality we actualy dont want to feel this way. And we end up applogiezing. I try to be as nice and sweet to them as i can. But its always a fight. When just a while back, we were great friends, never fought or anything. Most people might see the "mean" or @sshole drifter. But im nowhere close to that ;) If you get to actually know me im one of the sweetest people you'll meet. But perhaps we've changed? Why must i always deal with this crap? im tired of being stressed. I would love to be able to sleep like i used to. I can barely sleep now, i spend like 1-2 hours of my night, just thinking about things. And thinking about the people that i always have fights with. This has to be me been one of the crappiest summers yet. I had to take a class over the summer cause some ******* teacher that shouldnt be teaching anybody or any thing. Decided to basicly fail an ENTIRE class during spring semester. Basicly forcing me to take summer class. Ruining the already low possibility of having an enjoyable summer. Then this bs of a crappy streak. I didnt do anything the entire summer. Quit the almighty clan PHXX. But there were good things, I made a few great friends, and i did pass the class i had to take over (with a freaking 98 -_- stupid teacher before) Hopefully the next week and a half can rescue this crappy summer for me :( as im officially tired of the ******* stress.
ANY SPELLING AND GRAMMAR ERROS IS NOT MY FAULT IM TIRED, AND MY SPELLCHECKER ISNT ON
My awp protege has finally learned enough. After I almost completely emptied the entire awp madness server my protege [PHXX]Pwnzer killed me taking the largest bounty i have ever seen $20,000. Lessons are expensive at $500 a week but you can see they’re worth it.
My score when she did kill me.
And her today owning against bots, me and someone else.. And for your information she killed me 10 of those 16 times and I only killed her 6 times. I’m proud of my protege and hopefully she stops killing me now that I posted a blog.
